• Kaleidoscope of Memories: Part 1

    It’s part of the process. Being triggered happens to everyone, right? Sometimes, the trigger brings up painful memories and sometimes, funny, cringeworthy, or embarrassing memories. Flashbacks are weird and a big part of PTSD, but they’re not always scary or traumatic. Sometimes, you even wish to take back things you’ve said or done. I remember…

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  • Are You A Hostage To Your Memories?

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  • Dear Older Me, We Have So Much More To Learn.

    Dear older me, There’s a lot of anxiety over writing this letter. To start with, when am I writing to? I think July 27, 2053, would be appropriate.…

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